Somewhere in between dreams

this post comes out after a long long time here it goes…..

whats been happening is something even i’ve been trying to figure out myself, my results are out and like every other time i havent cleared!! after battling it out i’ve decided to give another try, i have no idea how much i want it for myself……….. not because, i’m desperate, but because i’ve lost the enthusiasm! Just hoping i don give up on the plans God has for me!

Apart from studies nothing else seems to be working out the way i’ve thought it would, i’ve been thinking extremes and i’m somewhere in between all of it!

The best i can do is wait, watch and enjoy God!

Somewhere between the hot and the cold
Somewhere between the new and the old
Somewhere between who I am and who I used to be
Somewhere in the middle, You’ll find me

Somewhere between the wrong and the right
Somewhere between the darkness and the light
Somewhere between who I was and who You’re making me
Somewhere in the middle, You’ll find me

Just how close can I get, Lord, to my surrender without losing all control

Fearless warriors in a picket fence, reckless abandon wrapped in common sense
Deep water faith in the shallow end and we are caught in the middle
With eyes wide open to the differences, the God we want and the God who is
But will we trade our dreams for His or are we caught in the middle
Are we caught in the middle

Somewhere between my heart and my hands
Somewhere between my faith and my plans
Somewhere between the safety of the boat and the crashing waves

Somewhere between a whisper and a roar
Somewhere between the altar and the door
Somewhere between contented peace and always wanting more
Somewhere in the middle You’ll find me

Just how close can I get, Lord, to my surrender without losing all control

Lord, I feel You in this place and I know You’re by my side
Loving me even on these nights when I’m caught in the middle

- Casting Crowns.