In a twinkling bit

eight years back when i got saved everything was so nice and so new i knew i had to cut somethings out but i thought things changed just like that i wouldnt have desires!! i wouldnt ever want to go back!! what was i thinking!!

Here i am so much of me has changed yet so much of me just the same i wished it werent like this, i wish i dint have to battle it out in my mind everytime, i wish i knew what to speak, how to behave, i wish i knew how to love more than what i can get, but most of all i wish i just became like jesus in a twinkling bit…..

but i know it takes time, i know things around don change i change things around, i am the salt the food doesnt make the salt tastier but the salt does, either i become saltier or i loose it. It depends how much i’m ready to give up or how much i’m ready to give in

Nothing is impossible, its just never easy……….. but its better this way – ‘not in the flash of an eye’