i still believe!!

All this while I tell myself, love isn’t real.
I wish love wasn’t true the crazy feeling to give up everyThing for someone. To run away from family. The silly dream land it takes you too. All of it I wish they were not true n moreover I wish it was easy ‘not to believe in it’, ‘not to wish it wud happen to me’.
And I wish when it came along it dint bring tear of sadness, anxiety, fears and all the sorrows.
I wish it came with a manual of do’s and don’t.
Above all I wish I dint believe it was for me.
But beneath all the sorrows and all the pain I still believe in this crazy stupid love I’m still excited to see lovers! I still believe in the silly dreams that they have.